Lost In A Complicated World --

Sunday, April 29, 2007

hate ppl tt r inflexible.

hate haTE HATEHATEHATEHATE ppl tt r inflexible n so insistant on e wrg thing.

@#*^%$#@$%^&%$#@

comm'on OPEN ur eyes n see wads beyond.
humans can be superficial.

sucks totally.

hope i can jus dun care n let it rot.

urghh!!!!! but how can i?!!?

ROARRRRRR.

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking from someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

simply love this song!! was addicted to it since i watch e movie "music n lyrics".
tis song has slipped my mind till tt day some ppl were playin in for TA openhse rehearsal during trng.
=) thks fiona for sending me e song!

GREAT MUSIC WIF GREAT LYRICS! ><

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

URGHH I FEEL LIKE HELL NOW MAN.

pw sucks totalli.
my class got no As n onli 10 Bs.

wtf.(sorry cldnt help)

e grade itself is worse enuff.. n e fact tt some stuff aint fair is completely rubbin salt into my wound larh.

life is so superficial. u do not reap wad u sow. its saddening.

we were helpless, but we did wad we cld.
but why us.
why isit tt it doesnt turn out well even thou we tried so hard? i reallie dunno wad went wrg.

its also a misery to realise how ppl can chgn just like tt.
times aint e same, ppl of special imptce were no longer there.
time really chgned ppl, for better or for worst, they were no longer wad they used to be.
n its realli an agony to suffer in their ignorance.

hate it.

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

RAHHH!! tired day todayyy!

thanks everybody tt made our event successful today.
it has been a fruitful experience. n its gona be e last individual hse functions we gona haf.
althou der's alot of obstacles coming out. but we stiu manage to overcome it.

thks to all those compromising n makin others compromise. lol =P

Today is a "fruitful" day i must say. quotes for tots.

judge not a book by its cover.
judge not a book by its content.

for u may only uncover the ugly truth.
tts been forsakenly hidden beyond the eye.

thou its often beyond imagination.
its there without denial.

thank god at least you knew.
the cold hard ugly truth.

=) its jus another day--- lalala

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Monday, April 02, 2007

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

took this test recommended by yt.. but she din post her result...

but the results abit 'rou ma' wakaka omg

they realli ask some interestin ques! shld go n tryy~

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Sunday, April 01, 2007

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.

You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

You Are Likely A Forth Born

At your darkest moments, you feel angry.
At work and school, you do best when your analyzing.
When you love someone, you tend to be very giving.

In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out.
Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry.
You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy.

The Birth Order Predictor

Your Psyche is Violet

You are spiritual, intuitive, and serene.
People trust you to rescue them from bad situations, and you usually come through.
While you are quite enlightened, you find that your path is very lonely.

When you are too violet: you can't connect to ordinary life or ordinary people

When you don't have enough violet: you lack wisdom and can't learn from the past

What Color Is Your Psyche?

lol... yingtong!!! im addicted as u liao =X aikks but our souls dun match. wahhah

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whee!

today's outing was fun.

first went out study at nlb wif darling huiqi..
it was dam exciting one.

first- we went to lvl8 but all e lockers were full, we cant bring our bags in either.

so- we went up to lvl9, n manage to find a locker to put our bags. yey

den- we tried to go in.. e security guard blocked us cos huiqi brought to much notes.

den agn- we went down to lvl8 to try. we put our xtra notes in e locker after another failed attempt.

Finalli we got in lvl8, but i wana go to e social science n humanities section at lvl7 for reference. so we hike out nlb n found tis internal stairs tt lead us down frm lvl8 to 7 bypassing e security guard =X

had a great time doin silent toking man.

lol esp when jiajia called.. (tt blur girl copy me whisper oso larhhh --- ehh u at hme leh! can tok loudly mah!)
it waas only after a few moments of difficulty hearing each other over e phone, we realise we can actualli msg.
2 of us were dam stupid! WAHAHa!

after tt met up wif eric tong jia (wen)! LOL had a fun time at cartel doin quizzzz
wahahah too bad i was in a rush hme cus its alreadi 11 =(

but i gt e lowest pts leh! lol forgive me okay! i realli dun normalli remember wad color wad fruit wad icecream flavour u all like! i oledi had hard time rememberin birth dates liao!!!

thousand apologiessss

HEE!! how abt another aunty amy's bitter chocolate fudge cake? lolol

Quote of e day: The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.

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