Lost in Complications of World --

2010-11-07T01:50:00.002+08:00

After all these years, I cant believe I came back.

Am suddenly overwhelmed with alot of thoughts in this tranquil night with no outlet, which was probably the reason I returned here.

Not sure why, but I suddenly feel like going to the park, any park, to just immerse in the nature and forget the stress and exhaustion in this beautiful weather. Sometimes in the amidst of a hectic period, you just feel like throwing these shackles off and hide in the embrace of mother nature.

2009-04-19T14:32:00.002+08:00

math sucks.

i used to love math. i still love math now. but not ma1505.
how foolish of me to take it as a breadth.
i miss my math tuition teacher. i realised how handicapped i am without him.

help.

2007-10-22T16:39:00.000+08:00

wala wala wala!
i've abandon this site for 1 whole mth!

-hid my comp n stuff my head in a heap for notes+dust *sigh*

A's is soooo close tt its freakin annoying n scaring e hell outta me!!!!!!

so much stuff to study
so little time

so much stuff to remember
so little space in my brain

somehow i jus feel the more i study the more STM i am.
RAHH!!

DAM STRESSED

1week to A levels
1month to freedom

2007-09-23T02:00:00.001+08:00

hahahas tts quite true i tink! thks for e link eric! always kup ur quizzz. loL
anyways finalli haf a chance to blog. hah~

prelims is finalllliee over... thou dun haf a gd feelin abt it... but realli got "ping1 ming4" study lor... hope it wun be too jialat.

after almos 1 whole mth of isolation frm dazing n surfing e net... it stiu feels so much more comfy to sit n laze ard :)

had mid aut fest wif frens today.
we had yummy swensens icecream mooncake... super-licious (thou e choc coating abit too thick i tink) lol
miss girls' talk wif my 3 jie meis!

so much to tok but so lil time =(
nevetheless it stiu feel e best when 4 of us sit ard e bed n tok n luff at "all" e things..
too bad gd times come to an end.

i'll camp over at ur hse someday okay qi!!!!
stiu gt so much to tell u guy larrr!!!
n u guys owe me a great deal of sharing session!!!
(i missed tt national day one.....urghhhhhh (>.<#)!!!! )

i'll enjoy while i can~!

1mth to Alevels
2mths to freedom

chiongggggg ar!!!

2007-09-23T01:44:00.000+08:00

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.
You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?

2007-08-31T19:55:00.000+08:00

ello :)

mug hard.
stay happie!

be happy in wadeva u do.
n tts e way of life :)

2007-08-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

todays a bad day =(

my shirt realli brings trouble!
haih!!

so freakin "guai4".. 2 complete strangers at diff time was interested in my embroided name? or mabbe they jus makin fun -.-

rahh e first call out frm behind e counter
stupid of me to be like stiu shock "ehh how he noe my name? isit somebody tt i noe den forgot..."

eeks. later when another shop e second one even more funny. say he wan embriod his name on his shirt oso den ask me wher i make de. LOL so dam random.

WAKE UP!!!! mus be more alert nxt time!

no quotes to leave tonite. wanted share some nice song lyrics. but they all sound too sad!! so forget it :D

oooo WAIT.

Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome.
Isaac Asimov

CHEERS.

2007-08-15T21:04:00.000+08:00

waalaa waalaa~! =)
stiu wondering if i shld sqeeeeeeze many many stuff here agn =X

lols. haf been sickly sick past few days n now(sad-ed!) hope i've nt been passin e virus ard~ ^^"

anyws soooo mani things happen since my previous post. hahaha. if u're nt prep to read a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong post, stop now b4 u regret. but u'll nv noe wad happen~~~~

let me reecall..................

nvm i'll start wif e latest =)

1) hahhaha went tamp ikea today for e first time in my life.

(SORRY sophia n peifen!!! brk e promise of goin der first time wiif u guys ><)

happily to taste e all time fav. meatballs i heard for so long. guess wad. they turned out to be made of beef ==.== @#$% so angry lo. i din noe they were beef meatballs at all man! =( so i ate chicky AGN.

Me n faith made a rush to tm n caught Rush Hour 3 after tat.

Rate: 4stars /5
loL. freakin funny show!!!! jacky chan n christ tucker are jus e best comedy match. poor jacky.. dun even understand wad hes sayin. end up makin afreakin loadsa jokes XD! luffed almos at every part n everything. its worth a watch. e NGs r e best man! must watch!!!!!!! isnt e effiel tower jus so pretty? will go der someday ;D

2) anyws i've passed down! had jts lastlast wk? lol freakin long ago (i jus blog wadeva comes to my mind k. u wan read u read. dun wan den "wave-wave". warn u le mah! hee.)

my belove-ed 14th beta hc =)

ta-da! i tink we look alike. hahahahaha okkk mabbbbbbe not so alike. my junior is lovely caring - caring lovely n capable of cus! realli happy for her. n thks tricia!! love ur present =D!

we had jts at swensens. had a soda-licious time! too bad e fotos r stiu wif huiping. der's prawn n mango salad, chocolate fondue, apple crumble tt goes 'whizzzzz~~~', frosted chocolate malt, banana split etcetcetc. nt forgettin e yumilious main course! beriberi de nice.

heh! n e onli thing i took a photo of was...

lol abit blurr... but we ate a total of 595.30!! if u see carefully... e service charge n gst add up a total of 100 bucks! thks to 7% hike.

realli love e juniors' treat. thank you thanks alot. bet mus haf burn a big holes in their pkt ^^" btw realli love the haivainas tricia gave me. vvv comfy. (to tink tt i din even noe its existence, "sua-gu" enuff rite -_-")

ooo! had met up wif my dhsco yqgl juniors too!!! 4 generations n on-goin!!

there's me, chaihong, tingpei n cheryl

i feel so old man!!went out wif them twice oledi. once to makan sutra wher we witness e fireworks of ndp rehearsal rite in front of us. n another atrip to katong mall. deeply appreciated tt they come all e way from buona vista to katong mall =) love u guys! u all r so sweet!

3) some fotos on e day on ndp celebration. me qianhui junhui faith n anita went pooling, ktv etc.

heh heh heh 4 vain poks takin photo at katong pooling place. whers qh?? ( shes tkin e photo for us! LOL)

hmm even ppl at e area all support singapore man!! patriotic!! *tear tear*

faith pretending to take me n we've gt tis! WAKAKA dam fun!

4) n i've got tix to e ndp! went wif my sis n her fren. althou e performers r tiny winy small. e firworks r veri nice nevertheless~ althou i've watch so mani times when i studied at esplanade.

me n my meimei. man we share similar features!

see tt cute motivator in pink? hahaha super cute suit.

the helicoptor tt swirls water up. SHUAI-bi-le!!

the gorgeous CBD with lightings n balloon lanterns on water.

tts all~ write too much = boring.

hope its nt alot =/ loL

tsk. i ought to feel guilty for not touching any work today n its 10pm!! but i DUNCARE :D watch Rush hour 3 make me dam high. man tink of it now i can stiu luff sia. chaojichaojichaojichaoji funny! :P

Quote of the day: Happiness isn't something you experience; it's something you remember.

hope i'll be more brave to face things n be truthful to myself in days to come. jiayou to me n those struggling to overcome urself :)

2007-08-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

A guy step out of his house, taking his very first step on a long journey jog.

As the slight rain drizzle down mildly, breaking the silent of a quiet evening. The horizon was cover with darkness, giving a slight clue of an approaching storm.

He continue his jog, picking up pace along the way.

suddenly a ray of sun shine break through the darkening cloud, piercing through the jewels of rains, like sparkles of pearls hanging from trees, surely a sight fit for heaven. The ray ignite a rainbow across the opposite field. Shimmering colors dazzle the darken land.

Like magnet, it draw him running towards the shadow of rainbow. Picture of harmonies, beauties & peace clouded his mind.But no matter how hard he runs, the rainbow is beyond his reach.

Soon, the ray faded & storm set in. Dampen & soaking in rain.

The rainbow was blushed off by winds. He stopped, exhausted & tired. Trying hard to grasp a breath of air currently made heavy by the hot steams emerging from ground.

He turned and look back at the journey he ran, finding himself already ran the whole journey.
Yet he feel he is not satisfy.

Perhaps because he didn't catch the rainbow.

Or perhaps he has spends too much time chasing the rainbow till he has not seen everything that he has run passed.

The start of every journey it's always full of color & interest.

In the process of running, many has forgotten it's purpose..

Chasing a dream, a hope or perhaps a goal too far beyond his/her own reach.

When comes to the end, often they will find themself alone & disatisfy, because achievements will never be enough to satify the greed of human.

We only run the journey of life once..

Do you remember your goal you set out to achieve?
Have you look at the person running next to you?

2007-08-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

to those who'r studyin till u'r pulling ur hair.
some tots to how guys will act when they haf something impt on their mind.

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WIFE's DIARY

Sunday night.

I thought he was acting weird.

We had made plans to meet at a cafe to have coffee.

I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset that I was a bit late, but he made no comment.

Conversation wasn't flowing, so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk.

He agreed but he kept quiet and absent.

I asked him what was wrong.

He said: "Nothing."

I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset.

He said it had nothing to do with me, and not to worry.

On the way home I told him that I loved him.

He simply smiled and kept driving.

I can't explain his behavior;

I don't know why he didn't say: "I love u, too."

When we got home, I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore.

He just sat there and watched TV;

he seemed distant and absent.

Finally, I decided to go to bed.

About 10 minutes later he came to bed.

I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep.

I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep.

I don't know what to do.

I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.

My life is a disaster.

HUSBAND's DIARY

Today, Manchester United lost the match. DAMN IT..!!(ends)
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lols.

2007-08-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

RAHH!!! i shld stop searching for phone themes.

im crazy!!!!! busy searchin n dl-in freakin lots when i can onli use 1 at a time.

but nevertheless they're really awesome.

ranging from baby disney to pooh to tatty bear to my fav vampire knights! =)

was tryin to search for kaname's theme. but sadly they're onli available for nokia phones ><~~

anyway if u're wondering hu's kaname....

lols. kkk ppl say im weird to be crazy abt some comic character... (hor lishean!) hahahah ya lar.. paper n ink onlyy. but hes stiu charmin ^^

to ppl tt read comic.. mabbe u can try reading vampire knight. amazingly its main plot is nt e usual romance but the story of humans n vampire living in the common world, in a sch wif morning session comprising of humans and the night classes for vampires. with lotsa complication n truths of the vampires' way of living to uncover :D

anyws, i've gotten black tip for my grading last wk :) pretty shock n happy. kakaka i noe i dun look like a black-belt to be. sighh~ nvm i'll brush up more nxt time. wahaha

tts all folks!

(hai wat am i doin here? shld be doin my geog essay!!!!! its 937pm n i've nt yet started -_-)

2007-07-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

isit me or wad? sumtimes i'll feel i tend to over-do certain stuff.

sighh but im totalli unaware of it. cant be helped.. argh so weird!

In life, u get it frm ppl when u do something wrg. tts reality.
But when others make a mistake, isit necessary for ppl to treat them bac e same way?

piif.. anyws muggin is gettin on my nerves ><
its gettin on my nerves n im nt completing much~

studies do come wif sacrifices i guess.
But who says we cant haf e best of both worlds?

2007-07-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

its been almos a mth...

ha! im bac. gona haf a short entry... since ls complain my entry always super long interval n super longg

go for blood donation! help save lifes!

went for my first blood donation last thurs.
sighh shld say bad experience for a first timer...

e staple finger thingy was okay.. the anastatic medicine was slightly pain..
guess wad... the main needle tat u noe let blood flow out tt one.. in case u'r wonderin how thick it was.. its.......=/ bigger than normal needle but smaller than CHOPSTICK size! lol kidding larh.. as big as chopstick can die man. its us roughly like 4 0.5 pencil lead together thick?

anyways tts no big deal cus u dun realli feel pain with the numb effect.
but my experience was bad.

i've gt poke by tt big needle twice.. cus first time poke wrg... ><
den my blood vessel too soft they say.. so dunno wad n wad.. my arm now has gt a big bruise which normalli if everything went fine shld be ok n nothing.

so during then.. my arm is v pain.. worst still.. can feel nurse jerkin needle dunno lookin for gold inside? T_T poor hand.

so alas 3 days later... its freakin aching.. cant write properly cant carry stuff.. its jus pain not exerting any strength.. sigh

freakin painnnn!!!

2007-06-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

finally ITS OVER!

june holidays is jus a horrendous period of tryin to force myself to study n end up not completing much. when u'r studyin u've gt no mood, when u'r playin.. man u feel ultra guilty. doin either jus dun make u feel better.

sleepless nite, anxiety, stress, tiny winy poor brain overload, butt stuck on chair for hrs
BYEBYE!

lol. today's gd n bad.

Gd:
- end of torture
- bought freakin lotsa comics
- freedom
n best of all~ e new phone model tt i haf long awaited for is finalli out!
W660i is jus simply awesome. pretty n slick. heheh hope can chgn into tt soon.

Bad:
- god dam hard papers today
- haha BOP n FOREX came out as DRQ for econs
( i onli studied tt for macro econs.. din even bother to flip thru others. oh myy~~)
- maths was harder than i tot
(in fact EVERY ques was almos impossible attempt)

glad its all over n holiday's till nxt monday! :)

of cos, other than muggin like freaks, i've spend some enjoyable time during june hols!

here goes... ...

hc camp was 'eventful'.
lessons learnt, lessons taught. it was onli at tt pt i understood how our seniors felt. similar tots? i guess so... but e upcomin committee turned up to my satisfaction. proves potential. hope they can do a gd job n nt jus be makin empty promises. cus it kills man!
HAHA! those who've encountered will understand the victims' tragedy.

tkd camp was fun.
whoo. nt e torturing camp it always rumored to be. haih but quite sad tt my grp gt ranked top initially n ended wif a bottom. unbelievable. but neverthless, we noe we're e best! lols we r e best!

special events:

1 sudden durian cravin led qiqi aiwen jenn n I to comb e whole tamp one day in search of durians. ATLAS! after feastin down 4 LARGE shaker fries, we landed up in tamp CC eatin durians instead of e Geylang place initially suggested. lols we nv cease to try new stuff :D
love being wif these crazy accompanies!

(psst: plannin of dinner in geylang n overnite ktv in process now! cant wait ><)

2 met up wif pf n soph at vivo. gd news soph is finalli goin feminine n shes acceptin drinkin :)
we had dinner at tis hk restaurant, im sure e waiters will recognise us for e freakin long time we take to order, and the askin of oblivious questions like "erm wads e diff btw pineapple curry n coconut curry? den mild curry leh?" LOL
gt a teddy frm dem. luv it. hahah it accompanies me thru my dreams n seldom gets kicked off bed. heheh. 've gt a new idea.. feel like tryin to bleachin it.. den will be more like 'goong' tt teddy. *smug*

btw photos gotta wait la.. soph hafnt send me yet. hahah hint hint.

3 last but nt least jiajia yt n eric. met dem 2 days b4 my geog paper. amazingly we all were stuck at almos the same number of cphts revised since e past weeks. lol i tink one hand is sufficient to name them. amazingly, we went to some hk cafe in bugis. hmmm HK cafe seems to be hot nowadays.. kip goin~~~~
n im super envy of yt to be able to go for e venice "Biennale". sighh venice is my dream city of travel. its architecture designs n culture r simply astonishing. moreover, venice gonna go underwater in e nxt 50yrs! visit it or live wif regrets.

4 met 611 ppl for breakfast one fine day. lol it was like so out. hahahah like family gatherin for mornin breakfast liddat. tried some mango/durian/strawberry youtiao wif soybean milk etc. warm gathering.. so long nv see these ppl, we're all so busy wif our own lives man. after a nice long chat we seperate into our own lives agn.. some workin..some went sch.. some went muggin.. althou we all had our own lives, we treasured tis special frenship tt stiu holds us together! hmmm 12yrs?

wahahs once we met up plannings of another overseas trip for ts yr end starts!
taiwan or japan or thailand or VENICE!!???? gg

2007-05-19T12:28:00.000+08:00

MY GOODNESS!

my name was out in the straits time!!!!!!!!!

lol. its nt on somethin bad.

but cus....

MY TEAM WON E BLUE-BELT CHAMPS for e exposeday competition last sunday~
=) was veri happy our efforts were paid off.
we realli trained hard. [gg blood thirsty ;) ]

was quite worried previously to see a team b4 us scoring 7.5/10
but who noes.. we're better XP

after such tough trngs after such long period of time, my studies realli suffer big time man.
screwed my geog test ytd.
was pretty upset, cus e ques tt came out was those i anticipated b4.
din do well cus i forgot to bring e notes on it tt mornin to revise.
remembered onli 1 pt outta tt whole chunk. wth

moreover tt test sparks off a series of misfortune man. n it really sucks.
im realli wiping all e spilled milk man, one tt drains down to forever.

urghs.

anyway im celebrating cousin Issac's birthday today.
its his 1yr bdae. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

heheeh cute rite!!!!

2007-05-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

WHEE!

my little cheerleadin squad won e comp. today =)
esp thks to my little girls who put in so much effort .

its all worth it after all.. e stayin back on days till late to see dem train when i've gt test e nxt day. n coming back during wkends to help dem out.

u go girls!

heh heh heh receive my triple jump trophy for 3rd today! ^^ tink i shocked almos every1 sia. to tink i actualli gt a trophy for track n field events. LOL

btw.. other than these 'shou huo'.. i've gotten 2 chao ta feet too T_T
e track was FREAKING HOT when we were performin x.x
we were bare footed n all our feet was scalded. had bigbig blisters. it jus came up n burst in tt short 3min performance. painful siaa~~~~~

but was glad we all endure thru it. its like a test of endurance tt was sumore how similar to walkin on charcoals during tis dunno wad indian festival man.

but thank god we were kinda train for tis kinda walkin barefooted on boiling grd b4. lol althou e grd we walked on previously was 100x cooler, it kinda prep us?

wahahs e grd was so stingy hot tt it made every1 bounce for e taekwon aerobics. =) gd thing sia.. first time see every1 bouncing so enthu-ly =P heheh.

but overall tnf today was quite gd. tink we got 2nd overall =D
HONORS TO BETA KNIGHTS.

2007-04-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

hate ppl tt r inflexible.

hate haTE HATEHATEHATEHATE ppl tt r inflexible n so insistant on e wrg thing.

@#*^%$#@$%^&%$#@

comm'on OPEN ur eyes n see wads beyond.
humans can be superficial.

sucks totally.

hope i can jus dun care n let it rot.

urghh!!!!! but how can i?!!?

ROARRRRRR.

2007-04-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking from someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

simply love this song!! was addicted to it since i watch e movie "music n lyrics".
tis song has slipped my mind till tt day some ppl were playin in for TA openhse rehearsal during trng.
=) thks fiona for sending me e song!

GREAT MUSIC WIF GREAT LYRICS! ><

2007-04-14T00:09:00.000+08:00

URGHH I FEEL LIKE HELL NOW MAN.

pw sucks totalli.
my class got no As n onli 10 Bs.

wtf.(sorry cldnt help)

e grade itself is worse enuff.. n e fact tt some stuff aint fair is completely rubbin salt into my wound larh.

life is so superficial. u do not reap wad u sow. its saddening.

we were helpless, but we did wad we cld.
but why us.
why isit tt it doesnt turn out well even thou we tried so hard? i reallie dunno wad went wrg.

its also a misery to realise how ppl can chgn just like tt.
times aint e same, ppl of special imptce were no longer there.
time really chgned ppl, for better or for worst, they were no longer wad they used to be.
n its realli an agony to suffer in their ignorance.

hate it.

2007-04-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

RAHHH!! tired day todayyy!

thanks everybody tt made our event successful today.
it has been a fruitful experience. n its gona be e last individual hse functions we gona haf.
althou der's alot of obstacles coming out. but we stiu manage to overcome it.

thks to all those compromising n makin others compromise. lol =P

Today is a "fruitful" day i must say. quotes for tots.

judge not a book by its cover.
judge not a book by its content.

for u may only uncover the ugly truth.
tts been forsakenly hidden beyond the eye.

thou its often beyond imagination.
its there without denial.

thank god at least you knew.
the cold hard ugly truth.

=) its jus another day--- lalala

2007-04-02T20:41:00.000+08:00

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

took this test recommended by yt.. but she din post her result...

but the results abit 'rou ma' wakaka omg

they realli ask some interestin ques! shld go n tryy~

2007-04-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.

You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

You Are Likely A Forth Born

At your darkest moments, you feel angry.
At work and school, you do best when your analyzing.
When you love someone, you tend to be very giving.

In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out.
Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry.
You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy.

The Birth Order Predictor

Your Psyche is Violet

You are spiritual, intuitive, and serene.
People trust you to rescue them from bad situations, and you usually come through.
While you are quite enlightened, you find that your path is very lonely.

When you are too violet: you can't connect to ordinary life or ordinary people

When you don't have enough violet: you lack wisdom and can't learn from the past

What Color Is Your Psyche?

lol... yingtong!!! im addicted as u liao =X aikks but our souls dun match. wahhah

2007-04-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

whee!

today's outing was fun.

first went out study at nlb wif darling huiqi..
it was dam exciting one.

first- we went to lvl8 but all e lockers were full, we cant bring our bags in either.

so- we went up to lvl9, n manage to find a locker to put our bags. yey

den- we tried to go in.. e security guard blocked us cos huiqi brought to much notes.

den agn- we went down to lvl8 to try. we put our xtra notes in e locker after another failed attempt.

Finalli we got in lvl8, but i wana go to e social science n humanities section at lvl7 for reference. so we hike out nlb n found tis internal stairs tt lead us down frm lvl8 to 7 bypassing e security guard =X

had a great time doin silent toking man.

lol esp when jiajia called.. (tt blur girl copy me whisper oso larhhh --- ehh u at hme leh! can tok loudly mah!)
it waas only after a few moments of difficulty hearing each other over e phone, we realise we can actualli msg.
2 of us were dam stupid! WAHAHa!

after tt met up wif eric tong jia (wen)! LOL had a fun time at cartel doin quizzzz
wahahah too bad i was in a rush hme cus its alreadi 11 =(

but i gt e lowest pts leh! lol forgive me okay! i realli dun normalli remember wad color wad fruit wad icecream flavour u all like! i oledi had hard time rememberin birth dates liao!!!

thousand apologiessss

HEE!! how abt another aunty amy's bitter chocolate fudge cake? lolol

Quote of e day: The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.

2007-03-31T11:30:00.001+08:00

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others.
Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel.
You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations.
A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict.

You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Your EQ is 120

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

2007-03-24T22:13:00.000+08:00

Interesting quotes :))

Every man has his secret sorrows,
Which the world knows not;
And often times we call a man cold,
When he is only sad.

Vegetarians are EVIL,
They increase the depletion of our oxygen supply,
Whereas the meat-eater are helping to increase it.

2007-03-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

haihhs... im veri de chao ji wu di stresssss!!!!

tmr will be e start of another new term... HAIII!!!!
dunwan dunwan dunwana go sch man.

dunwana slp cus once i wake up it'll be tmr..........
sucks sucks sucks =/

urghhs somebody save me frm tis blardy horrible jc life

* yet another battle has jus begun*

simply refuse to face reality
(cantt wait for e next holiday T_T GOOD FRIDAY where r u?!?!?!?!?!)

2007-03-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

i really dun understand.

the world is ugly, it makes ppl selfish.

so what if u can avoid falling into pitholes by recognizing them urself. u haf no power to prevent ur frens from falling into e pithole if they insist ther isnt any in front.

its agonizing when they dun understand n u cant prevent them frm gettin hurt.

now i understand y its hard to maintain a big grp of true frens. u see them fall when they dun believe you, it can get frustrating.

but wad matters is tt u picked them up after they fell n remind them tt its alrite.

i really dun understand y do we haf to go thru such cycle agn n agn.

the world is ugly, it makes ppl selfish even if u dun wan to.

2007-03-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

Its HOLIDAYS!

i shall update on my trip to hongkong last dec =)

FINALLY rite~ i wun go in order of days. but jus some random interesting photos to share.

Avenue of Stars - this place has alot of hand prints of many famous hk stars. =X i took e pic for e CBD area of hk island behind =D

Avenue of Stars - whoosh! i got e same palm size as Chow Run Fa!!!!

Harbour - familiar?? drugs trafficking dock filmed in almos every hk shows. hahahs!

Ocean Park - 5 storeys high escalators giving us enuff time to take neoprint photos! heeeheee

Ocean Park - we tried practically every ride visible in e pic. e crazily twisted rollercoaster was shiok. n we tried tt suicidual 'twin tower' ride in e pic. lols ultimate experience of a lifetime. (2nd time mabbe.. lol first time was at gentingggg)

Ocean Park - Rob-B-Hood Movie de Ferris Wheel!!

Victoria's Peak - a must-go attraction!! awesome night view. put ur head over e edge to feel e ultra strong wind frm below tt cld blow ur hair away XD! (but nt to far out, e wind is strg enuff to distort ur face --) lol we caught a couple hiding at one corner somewher.. they were visible from the grdfloor of this bldg we were at kan =X

n der's an hourly laser beam lighting but we missed it cus we reached e peak onli at ard 10pm?! my grateful fren cum part-time our tourguide live jus somewher in e foregrd of e pic. ENVYY~!

Time Square - Across e river from e first pic. this is located in the CBD area of hk =). we were fortunate to arrive during e season for xmas, caught some nice decors~ but e purpose of this photo is to capture e hk HDB flats. its exactly those u can see in movies like 'men tu'. An authentic view indeed. (lol income disparity btw rich n poor!!!)

AFTER PLACES OF INTEREST... COMES FOOOD!

Shi Liu Shan - Combination of fresh iced mango, strawberry, a layer of jelly tts irresistable!!

HK French Toast - u'll regret like me if u dun try this. its simply yummi-licious.

Porridge n Yew Tiao - Traditional breakfast at e famous porridge store in Jordan. e yew tiao der is equivilant to 3 times e size of S'pore yew tiao...............

Dinner~!

We also capture some interesting scenes of hk =)

Din manage to go hk disneyland. BUT.. e MTR tt heads for disneyland is sure 100% mickey ^^!

This 7-eleven store is EVERYWHERE in hk. they can even haf 2 similar stores jus across e streets from one another!

Nv see hundred plus cabfare in ur life b4? well now u do... hahaha frm hotel to e hk airport costs tt much..... lol

--------------END-----------------

well too much for one post is wastage.

had an adventure during my tour to Shenzhen.

but tts another story.. heeheehee

2007-03-08T20:14:00.000+08:00

phew. tough weeks i had man.

last wk had trainings everyday till WHEE hrs.. hahaha is whee not wee~ but it was stiu late n tiring. went bak dhs at mt senai for concert practice oso. (super farr man..)

yepp so practically i was like a robo-woman last week!
had competition last friday. come to tink of it it was quite saddenin =( my belt lvl is e onli lvl tt din won medal. haih.. we supposedly tied wif e 5th but dey award to another sch instead! guess its cus our score was lower during semis, so althou we tied finals we were 6th =/

but nevertheless, i feel proud for tjctkd! outta e unis n polys n jc our sch was rank 2nd in overall poomsae catorgory =)

e very next day... i rushed off for concert performance at VCH. it was a rather eventful concert of all time. its e 1st time in all my performin yrs tt so mani accidents happened. my poor junior amanda practically somersault off e steps by e stage. her head n shoulder was injured =( n she broke her pipa =(( but gd thing she wasnt injured tt badly. but it scared us all. subsequently, erhu, sheng oso haf cases of ppl falling off e stage...

hahha n during our alumni performance, e djy ppl knock over this big luo or somthing.. tt big 'GONG' made us all jumped on stage.

lol but nevertheless~ other than those, everything was pretty gd =) e guest of honor commended us n said tt e 'honglou meng' n 'ji guanyu' was nice ^^ wheeee they're all songs played by e alumnis~~~ lalalala we rocks!!!!!!!!!

so.... after so many happenings last wk.. im stiu slowly recovering back to my normal sch life. n tis week is comin to an end.

worst things happen----

i failed all of e maths tests this term. (4/20, 7/15)

wad made it worst was tt ppl luffed n considered them easy =.=# *gnd*

flunk my econs tests too~ (9/30) tis wasnt tt bad cus highest was 14?

miracles tt turned things ard----

i passed my physics test!!! first time in my lifeeeeeee n its nt barely scrap through but 24/32 =D

tis is an incredible elixir tt turn everything ard =DDD

ther was oso some stuff tt happened -- aiwen n qi studied out wif me durin stressed up time. love u guys man.

CELEBRATE! TMR'S E LAST DAY OF SCH!

Quote of the day: "Obstacles will only make u stronger. Failures will only make u closer to success."

be brave.

Legend: gnd - go n die

2007-02-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

CNY IS BORING TIS YR!

boohoo~ din get to go River Hongbao or Sentosa tis yr!
n bai nian is so borin tis yr =(
u've gt nthin to do except for gamblin n gamblin~

all my darlins r overseas! cant even go out wiif dem. (haih miss u guys every CNY)
dear qiqi aiwen n jenn all in m'sia.
dear sophia in indon.
dear jiajia in m'sia.

=/ its bad to haf so many frens whom their grandparents live overseas.

hahah guess its jus my luk ><"
hai its reallie e first cny of my life tt is boring. had been waiting for it for so long n it turn out totalli unexpected.

things nv realli stays e same do they?
every morning i wake up screaming for somebody to bring me away.
where are you dear?

Quote for thought: Don't live in the present for the future, savour every moment now for its gona be the past.

2007-02-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

=( today's a bad day. wthwthwth

1. i officially lost my levis jeans (1st pair of jeans TT__TT)
2. i screwed up my physics SPA totally (nv screw any national exam papers b4.. tis e first mann)
3. i lost my hc camp shirt i tink (dunno wher e heck it disappear)
4. had training till 10pm in sch today (cant be prevented)
5. had to jaga hrc cny n my dear hse cheer n worri for roadrun, run everywher till siao. poor tiny winy stupid lousy brain. (sorries to noriko n my hse comm - cus like kip appear den disappear)
6. caught my flu bug back agn (it loves me too dearly)
7. i've got sore throat (sucks)
8. i've got to catch e first bus to sch n stiu cant reach sch at 645am tmr.
9. im gona haf a serious lack of slp. (gotta wake up at like 5? wth)
10. im washin my clothes at 12.25am (cool huh ==)

freakincrapp.

2007-01-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

whee. went for e autograph session at tm today n saw wuchun!

hahha bei ta dian dao le la!
e moment i went up stare into his eyes n shook his hand.. e moment we xchgn gaze took a few seconds longer :P( seems v long to me man) till i finalli pulled away frm him. hahaha

he's eyes is brownish ^^
drop-dead shuaii.

oh well. he's cute - one-star!
n he's from bruneii! - double all e stars in e galaxy!

he's jus got e x-factor..

second idol tt i 'feng' after =/
first is zaizai of course~ till now n always :)

thks to fanny n fanny's fren tt helped us chop space! e risk we took in pressing e chop frm one hand to another. heehees.

we all went in tj uniform... n when we got on e stage, Ella was like " hey! i notice u girls!"
hahha Ella's a veryvery nice person tt helped out wuchun alot on stage. love ya too!

2007-01-21T21:18:00.000+08:00

aiks wad a fast week. in a blink of end eye... n e weekend's GONE! =(

my house event ended on friday wif SUCCESS!!!!
3cheers to 'THE QUEEN" aka qianhui. hahhaha N of cos to my fellow comm tt worked hard together. love u guys!
it was pretty awesome. miracle happened at e end of our event.
guess wad? there was not 1 but 2 rainbow across e sky!! it was simply BREATH-TAKINGLY BEAUTIFUL.
=) n we watched it together =) under the same sky =)

went for tkd gradin ytd. hope i can pass :D yepp met up wif huiqi after tt for some "studyin" session. but we ended out as usual.. tokin tokin n lotsa updating session.. heheeh realli miss u girl. hafnt been able to haf these pouring sessions. glad tt althou i've gt noone to tok to on9.. i've stiu gt u!

went to ms clarity's cafe to had dinner. amazingly awesome fish cordon blew! with ham n cheese wrapped between 2 slices of juicy fish!

(gees, i duno y but im able to taste out tt they boiled my fish n cabbage using e same water ==)

NEVERTHELESS its finger licking gd XP

anyws jus realised some shiit abt wkends... u always tot u cld push all e work to wkend.. but ders always nt enuff time during e wkends. haih

alas. boohoo my daddy's in e white building of menthol smell =/ sumthin's up wif e irregular heartbeat. beat den stop beat den stop. studied tt symptoms b4 in bio... but i forgot wad isit...
any bio student care to help?!?! n e docs dun work durin wkends? bullshit!

=( gotta go sch myself frm e start of tml. GUYS! dun blame me if i gt bad mood okay. cus lack of slp n mental distress from everywhere!

PS: i've gt my hk trip photos FINALLY. will update asap k. sorri to those waiting ^^"

2007-01-14T15:52:00.000+08:00

the most comical n ridiculous thing happened jus now.

a bus-driver asked for my ez-link card upon my tappin.

he gave me the

haha-caught-u-using-some-kid-card-to-avoid-paying-adult-fare

look.

initially, i stiu tot he wanted to make sure im a student.

but he began lookin at my pic den look at my face. n everything came clear when he asked " u sure tis is u?"

==.== wth

n hes stiu nt satisfied. he still asked for my birthdate kan.
haih.. hahha i almos wanted to burst out laughin when i saw his shock face.

okayy mabbe i chgn alot. mabbbbbe e pic is super duper ugly n wad estee they all say de hub-auntie -.-

whahahs but mabbe its stiu gd afterall! it means i dun look ugly like my ez-link ANYMORE!
lolol!!

2007-01-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

god. suddenly miss santa klaus alot. hahah even thou xmas was over longlong ago..

suddenly felt tt i had nobody to "tok" to. i dunno wad i haf to say. but it just felt weird nt "toking". hahah. nobody to listen to my daily rattles. nobody to persuade e right mind in me to study =X.

okokok i shld be independent. but its so hard n tiring sometimes!

hai.

god, send somebody to save me.

2007-01-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

DUN GO WHITE SANDS X X TEA HOUSE!

haih was super duper disappointed with e food today =(

during my hongkong trip.. jenn n qiqi ate tis hk french toast. it was freakin delicious n yummy! =/ then i din manage to eat tt time cus i dunhaf appeitite.

so today. me n jenn went in hope in search for e legendary HK FRENCH TOAST.
so we went to try out e one at white sands.
and ALAS. it turned out totally disappointing.

IT WAS NO DIFFERENCE FRM E NORMAL FREAKING TOAST I MAKE MYSELF AT HOME CAN.

n it costs 2.90 T_T for a normal BREAD
n i called a mango pudding tt is nt v nice costing 3.80

haii so tmr shall go insearch of my legendary toast elsewher agn!!!

hahaha WIISH me luk =D

2007-01-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

happy blated bday to me =D

finally had e time to blog.
so let me summerize my orientation. (regarding my hk trip, other time k =P cus hadnt gt e fotos yet!)

1. OREXUS rocks man. - we played it e way wif integrity, so win or not its alrite k! its e process of fun tt counts.

2. OG2 rocks =) - my dear ogms my proud ogms. they go auto-pilot =D totalli proud of u guys.

3. Love my cute n totful ogms - we're realli touched to see everyone tryin their best. n 3 cheers to johnathon, his band rocks!

4. Salute to captain /"/(^-^)

5. Best mass dance ever for o-nite! Totally shuang\/(^_^)\/

6. Suntec one was super fun too. We danced in e rain!

7. Thks to all my lovely ogls tt help me thru tis orientation. Thks for yr lovely crystal jade cake. (must haf cost u guys a bomb ^^") But its realli v delicious. lol!! gt real big grape-like blueberry inside sia! YUM

N finalli tis journey has ended n im finalli allow to get sick.

hahhah. today my body was giving me trouble. had dirrhoea (duno how spell) whole day. stomache whole day. running nose n flu whole day. headache whole day. aching body for whole day. lou feng throat for whole day.

***

was quite sad din manage to blog on my bdae.. cus when i reached home its already past 12am. haih! but nvm! there's always nxt yr :D

its bad to be born soooo early. cus its always v pack in startin of year. hadnt gt to celebrate at all yet =( everybody's so busy =( haih =(

chao tireddddddddd--

we r orexus. YEA!
n we r hot(cool). YEA!
n when we shake(groove) it. YEA!
the guys(girls) say BRING IT ON!

SHABUYAA SHA-SHA SHABUYA roll call!

OREXUS! rahrahrah!

("`\/' ")LOVE YA!

2006-12-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

hees. ITS 10 DAYS SINCE I QUITTED.

Life is jus too compact n busy.
Sorry nv update for so freakin longg :P

okayy tis gonna be e longest entry!

hahah went TKD chalet 4days ago. it was super funni. we had lotsa fun jumpin into e pool in clothes n played e pool slide! lols. i mus admit e slide is super shiok. hadnt had so much fun since soo long? wahaha yea n ME-cant swim- went to e 1.6m pool.. LOL i ws clingin to yuyang like hell. T_T thks to her! i manage to haf fun in e 1.6m pool =DDD gt e urge to learn swimmin.

=X oo yar.. after tt we came bak to e chalet n had lotsa drink. zhunyu liting they all were drinkin n playin some super funnie game. it was amusing to see their actions when their half drunk! XDD n u guys shld haf took foto of qianhui's face at e moment she pok e redwine cork in with all e redwine splashin on her face. wads worst was her blur look. WAHAHA

yepp went home e nxt day n slpt like a pig ^^"

den i realised it was time i get started wif my schwk.. so called deseree out e nxt day.
yea we always met up wif lotsa free stuff when we go out. not excludin tis time of cos =)

Starbucks was havin tis 2 hr drinks on the house event for e salvation army. Lucky Clever us to stay der n study. hahahah we had 3 drinks eac in total XD

-toffeenut frapp -mango/raspberry frap -javachip frapp!

YUMMY!

n finalli.. when out wif sophia n peifen ytd. sooooo loongg din went out wif dem ler lorh!

heeheh we had lotsa fun shoppin n i tried shoppin wif makeup for e first time in my lifeeeee!!! =( e eyeliner was scary! haihh

Nevertheless. Food is always impt when der's 3 of us =D

LOOKS YUMMY RITE!!!! E SERVING LOOKS HUGE RITEE!!! (y not u look at e foto below?)

TADA! actualli, the plate closer to e lens always seems bigger! hahahah CHEY~

anyways, if u happen to see tt cheesycheesy hotplate behind, it was my cheesy BIG U sausage. =D

hehehe ders always foto takin session when ther's e 3 of us ~ we spend quite alot of effort takin soooo many fotos kan! loLs bet e Changing Appetites ppl sure kao-bei-inn us behind =S

Me n sophiaa~*

-3cheers to e traditional women! (secretss =X)

Peifen n me~*

Pf had her hair straight agn =)!!

=/ some nice artistic ones soph took for us. hahahah hmmmm dun chu all find we've got no pose in our foto one? LOL see e nxt~

WAHAHAS. can nv imagine myself doin tis. ^^" but oh well.. CHEESeE! XD

endeD tt day at e Balcony wif jenn. pif. it was badd. was beet-red after a cup kan /hai. but still it was nice tokin to jenn after we din see eac other for such a long time.

WAIT. Im reachin e end. Jus continue since u've alreadi read for so long hor.

LOL. was suppose to go Westmall to collect some hK catalog frm Elson after shoppin at bugis wif my 2dear-pals. n guess wad...

had e shock of my life when i alighted at boonlay n stared at e JURONGPOINT word. haih. tot Westmall was in boonlay... WEST mahhH!!! boonlay nt west enuff meh~~~ @#$%^&

i was like jaw-drop ==" had to U-turn bak to bukit batok larhh. n was freakin late.. psps!

heeheh den went to my ahma hse after tt. my daddy bought one big styrofoam box of ice-cream for my cousins der... jees. super lots sia. i was like WOAH.

=D haf fun playin bridge wif lijun junhong n crystal. hehehe junhong's a v pro shuffle-r hor :P

Psst: we made losers shuffle e cards!! :P:P:P:P

but nevertheless it was enjoyable =D

-3cheers to my not so borin life afterall!-

2006-11-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

todaee hq came lunch wif me =) at least i manage to lunch wif her b4 my last day.

whee. tml's my last day at Key**ce.
K-E-Y-*-*-C-E. Key**ce~~ ( lol.. i repeated tis verse more than 1000 times throughout my workin period i guess)

wahaha guess im gona missed it =(

n one ting i felt v bad abt... i put my breakfast "bee-hoon" n qi de prezzie piggy 2gether... n end up e piggy smelt like bee-hoon... DUI BU QI!!! /gg clever me went to spray perfume on e piggy. LOL n it really SMELS. XD paiseH arr qi!

haih gona miss all my collegues.. jaime jenny logan(X-MEN!) nt forgettin lilin. 4 nice ppl i noe n r fun to be ard wif.

anyways gona name afew i noe byname de..sherlyn, hashima san (who's hse gt flooded when he's outstation, always wif e super funni "REALLY?!" voice n blur look), patrique, eunice, yih sern(isit?), clement, eddie, eddy, changkin (super loud n commented to be nice n friendly sales person), lester, yuan woei, masami san, ivy, karen, laybeen, terence, simon n one called KFC de..
hahah these r e collegues i've been helpin them call their cust. n stuff like tt, hope i din miss out anyone.. err but i tink sure got one...

last but not least.. my MR BOSS : bruceee
e wae he walk is always so suave, v comical =X but in fact he is scary =/ realllllie scary loh
but the way he tok on fone eac time is chao funni :P cus their jap-eng 'qiang1' is super cute. wahahs.

alritee tts all niteS. :)

- Because things are the way they are, things will not stay the way they are. - Bertolt Brecht

2006-11-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

:D hmmmm =/ ooh gosh. everytime when im bloggin.. i forgot wad i wanted to type ~

haih. nvm.. hahha but everytime when im out der "fightin", it seems i've gt alot to remember to blog abt in here. but now cant seem to recall any..

another tiring "battle-with-e-evil" day jus ended.
EXHAUSTED.
but i survived! =) 3cheers!

office is stiu e same~ wad else can i say.. hahaaha o.O one thing tt irritates peifen e most, n satisfy me e most is..... im officially quittin tis thurs~ ^^ [to peifen: wey gomenasai laa~ u jiayou inside yea! FIGHTIN! ;) ]

hahah.. n one thing to all those short-sighted ppl out der.. dun be discourage of havin to wear specs forever k~ i've got an elixir solution to make u haf perfect eyesight jus like spiderman had it overnite! =D

-that is......-

go flatten ur eye cornea. XD~

wahahS! my bro had it thou.. so now its one eye perfect eyesight, another with a degree of 500++ he used to haf both eyes of 500+ degrees. till today. =X
(Liling tot it was a ting to celebrate abt -LOL shez v cute n funni!)
but it turned out not to be permenant after he went for a checkup in e optician.

so well, for those whom wished to become spiderman for aday can try smackin ur own eye cornea flat! =PP kakaka

***specialities of e day ---there's 2 :)

-Youth is such a beautiful thing. it is a crime to waste it on children
[wth... but nevertheless true]

-There is no pleasure in having nothing to do; the fun is in having lots to do and not doing it.
[dun all students agree with tis?]

2006-11-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

WHEE. Got ppl comment my voice v nice agn today :D
hahah.. ooh yar.. encounter this funni scene todayy.. i called tis company lookin for this person.. then tis guy at e receiver said, " He's not around, (he paused) .....actualli he's in e office....."

wahahs. yea i got e msg of "not around" XD! at least tt guy is honest to me... hoho

^^ -life's all abt building a door if opportunity doesnt knock!-

2006-11-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

=)) work's tiring.. seriously.. frm e start 9am.. i'll be waitin for lunchbreak.. after lunchbreak.. i'll be waitin to go hme.. hahah hu's not tt way~

but in fact, some ppl can actualli brighten ur days at work!
friendly ppl over e fone... compliments over e fone XD.. n most imptly.. DUN REJECT MY CALL~

=/ u haf all sorts of ppl findin excuses to reject ur calls... busy to meeting to not interested to hangin up straight in ur face..
hahha n guess wad.. e most amusing thingy i've encountered is e boss sayin the boss is not around in e fone! gees they tot we wun noe.. hahha but we've gt ways to noe k!

n guess wad, they're normalli those directors and managers!

^^but ooh nvm..
hahhah found an interestin fact today.. i've gt tis collegue ttz a temp worker too.. he looks v young like a student n stuff.. n today we jus found out tt hez older than 24!!! we realli tot Logan 18 nia sia... still v shock~

life's so tiring n stressful now.. but thank god for all my frens ard =) lurve u guys!

*Live life to the fullest every day, savour every minute every second.*

2006-11-18T12:39:00.000+08:00

woohs. tby got champs for captain's ball!!! hahah first time in history mann.. so happie T_T

wah.. after a tedious week.. finalli got some rest!
mon-co
tues-work
wed-work
thurs-co
fri-SLC talk + co

it was horrible.. reach hme near 12am every nite >.<

hahhah went to sent huiqi off on weds. it was dam amusing.. cus her mum told her tt she had chgn SG400.. but it turn out its onli 200! lucky i got help her count.. else she'll stupidly went to yunan tinkin she gt sufficient money. hahah

hmmms life w/o gaming is aimless.. u feel as thou u got alot of time.. hahha was tinkin of playin tricksteronline but dunno wads pullin me bak..

thru tis whole wk of co.. i understand e meaning of a strg n bonded committee. god noes wad made us so bonded n strg. its something i'll nv feel else wher. u'll feel as thou every1 in tis co committee is part of a family. thus it disappoints me more to see e other committees im in, as u can feel e distant n selfishness of them. the whole culture of dhsco is realli unbeatable =) ttz wad ttk has shaped us into, n e reason for our success from e beginnin till now. its realli a pity tt it cant be applied elsewher.

2006-11-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

haihs.. emoooo today.

life's sad n depressing.
u work wif aim in life alone.
nobody cares.

heck.

2006-11-12T12:18:00.000+08:00

My collegues at my workin place is ever-changin.. Micheal left on friday.. hahahs he worked for 2 weeks n he quitted.. not becos he doesnt haf endurance.. but e work realli suck. rite!!?!?

anyways.. quite sad to jus lose a fren like tat. =( hes quite a nice person.
hope u'll find e ideal planner job out der =D

heehes.. ytd nite went to Escapade wif Anita.. hahaah Micheal said e atmosphere inside was one of e best he'd been compared to e rest..

so Anita n I went to try it out.. gg
n guess wad.. WE FORGOT TAKE FOTO LA!

gees we went in like some blur kido.. der's a live band setting up (went in earlie la ><) den we disappeared to e section behind wherby der's more youngsters.. yea e atmosphere was cool!

huiqi said 'sex on the beach' is a must-try.. so we ordered loh.. but it came in super small cup ^^" 2 mouths jiu gone ler. n e waiter was like 'wha so fast'..

LOL---1. told u we were some blur shit

den we decided to haf another..hahah tis time i saw tis interestin name..'Bloody Mary'
WARNING: dun ever order this. lol its alrite if u dun mind wasting 10bucks

its a combination of some irky tomato, orange n tobasco sauce! u can imagine how it tasted =.=

hahaha---2. some blur shit

heehS dam cheated kan.. in e end we've decided to order another nice one to end off.. 'Walking on the Peaches' =)alrite tt was nice too~

HEE---3. not so dumb afterall!

ooo.. lol i stiu remember, shout to Zhihao: " Anita's jiu liang v gd!! U dun nid worry so much la! ;)"

hahaah quite a fun experience afterall! n Escapade's realli v nice =)
thks for e tip Mic.!!

2006-11-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

haihs y chu let me go...
disappeared.

its been 1yr 10mths-

2006-11-08T00:29:00.000+08:00

FREAKIN TIRED!!!!!!!

work's horrible today... cldn't meet up to e impossible rush of completeing 5 days' work in 3 by my supervisor.. haih.. was callin peeps like some madwoman n tokin at a spd of those spoilt robot..

-bad day

but in e end.. manage to went off at 2.30 to rush my pw.. n we started onli at like 4 =.= cus no comp..

-bad bad day

realised i've been rushin everything since 8am tis morning... all e way till 12am den i manage to not be so rush. but im stiu nt done wif my pw =( nida wakie up earlie tmr to print n run thru e script n slides agn.. cus jie slp ler.. n shes a FREAKIN LIGHT SLPER TT WILL TEAR UR HEAD OFF EVEN IF U JUS CREAK THE DOOR OPEN.

DUH of cus i print tmr la...

ooo.. anywayys one thing ttz ^^ today is e '***' screensaver tt fanny sent me!
hahha as promised... i shall post tis Shin pic tt i kup frm my jie de blog..

haahas. tink hes cute here.. gen Lui bu fen shang xia woh! =)

alritee.. im freaking tired till its gettin tired to breathe too =.=
guess i'll go catch some slp n wish me luk for tmr's OP!!

-ROAR!-

2006-11-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

eeks.. i've gt nothing to doooo~ so sick of my current situation now..

isit me or... im so sick of studyin.. so sick of goin out.. so sick of doin nothing.. so sick of doin something... hahah.. life's jus DEAD

oo.. started work 2 days ago.. cus i realli cant stand stayin at hme whole day all holidae.. dunno wads up wif everybody.. all not free or workin or up to something.. haih can somebody freakingly pity tis bored-with-life chap?

urghs wadeva.. was tinkin of something meanful n useful n nt brain straining n fulfiling thing to kip my time going thou... n.... hahhah i tot of goin bak into my sketches of drawings.. was surfing the net searching for some nice ones jus now... hahah n found some amusing ones... gg

tis one's L frm deathnote =)) tink i'll be sketchin tis in future!
i liked tis pic alot particularly.. hahha for those who've watched Deathnote sure noes tt L has always love sweet delights! hahha he looks super winy tiny cute in here.
of cos.. ther are interestin ones too! ooh god.. dun get shock.. wahaha... its a costplay of L by some jap guy/girl (i oso dunno)... =X but i tink looks more like the Grudge2 hoho!! -failure costplay- XP

2006-10-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

holiday's boring.... cos u've nothing better to do other than to go shoppin, slack at hme. wanted to start studyin n do pw.. but its like err... no mood?

hahhaS anywaYY im goin to hongkong~~ whee cant waitt.. but harr jus realised tat actualli e date im goin clashes wif 3 things! ><

1)CO comm chalet
2)basketball chalet
3)nitar's stay in s'pore!!

gosh.. realli realli reali kinda guiltyy ^^"

oOh.. n found a job recently.. its telemarketin.. eric jus scares me off e job today actualli.. he said wad its a v hiong job n blah.. in fact.. i took e job w/o askin much.. jus called n e person said okay n bye. guess dey mus be realli desperate? haih oh no la... i can feel e 'hardship' arrows shootin me already =/ lets hope i can at least geng der for like a mth? :P

hahha went ECP wif shean,faith n jiahui ytd.. lol cycling der is suppose to be a leisure rite... but we were chiongin like siao man!! wahhaha can barely walk after we return e bike.. my legs were so wobbling kan! XD guess we're e onli ones tt sweat like caught in a drizzle after a cycling trip =X but its super fun... we shall go out for these type of outings more often yeA!!

jus recall i've gt lotsa stuff to complete tmr

to-do list:

1) I&R (hafnt touch yet =S)
2) OP slides
3) *shrug* if gt time do some readin.. but i doubt it'll ever happen

tata im off to bed!

2006-10-26T14:39:00.000+08:00

hieeya.. pif jus had a @#$%^&* time wif e stupid comp at my sch hub... re-do my OP slides n guess wad... i din save properly =( all my hardwork's GONE!!! n i nida re-do AGAIN.. wad siaa

2006-10-22T01:36:00.000+08:00

whoosh~ ehh gettin kinda bored by my blog template... hmm shld i chgn??? loLss
found quite a few nice ones... its goong de template XD

anywayss =X wana apologise to huiqi.. hahhaha tink till today den she noe i've gt a blog... heehee paiseh la! (hope u'll get to see tis template b4 i chgn into another one! ^^)

oOoo we went vivocity todayy! althou its e 3...4th? time i've been der... im stiu amazed at e shops n scenic views.. hohoho

abit sad hur.. din get to watch rob-b-hood... =/ we reached der at 5 to get tix for a movie ttz screenin in an hrs time... BUT.. e person say onli left separate seats. initialli, we tot aiyar seperate seats shldnt be too 'li pu'.. but hu noes... its 3rd row from e FRONT..with 3rd row from e BACK.. oh man ttz freakin far kan... so we watched you,me n dupree instead.

hah.. e seats wunt tt gd either... had e 1st row... man it was bad... we're like 3 metres away from tt screen nia? read subtitles oso nid turn ur head from left to right to cover e whole screen T_T
loL my neck realli aches maN! =X one super duper funnie thing was when we jus went in... i told qi tt tis is an NC16 show.. n guess wad.. she turn to me in shockness sayin " ROB-B-HOOD IS NC16 MEH?!?!?" LOL...we're watchin you,me n dupree girl~~~ blur kid!

hahhah n we encountered one super funnie thingy.. first time in my life tt i've heard a fast-food restaurant ran outta ice.. wahhahs chao funni kan... e business is so super gd tt e drinks ran outta ice.. (psst: tink dey went to buy more from 7-11 !) hahahs! ;) n i'll like to recommend brownie lovers to try pacific cafe's brownie.. omg its deliciously delicious! ^^!

(for past days)
realise i hadnt realli blog after my promos... so shall make up for it..
hehe got bac my promos results ler... YEY! manage to not fail any subjects after all e moderations..but BOO~ now i realli questionin myself if shld maintain 4H2s anot... or shld drop??

haa... manage to chiong finish goong! super duper nice shin n chaeyong! how i was royalties realli do exist! its gonna be so fun n cool to noe royalties or mabbe be part of them /gg! lols der goes my daydreaming agn.. ooh well~

quote of e day (b4 i end) : life is short, enjoy it while u can. live without regrets.

2006-10-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

had alot today... seen alot today
realise sumtimes life is jus so .... things clashes down upon me n everybody ard me like nobody's business. n its up to us to catch n handle n tackle it. it isnt v nice to feel helpless.

how i wish sumtimes life cld be much simpler much nicer.

y do we hafta take risks in order to find true bliss?
wad happens if the risks we took tied us down in torment?

how i wish things cld jus happen w/o havin to go thru so much, jus to let it happen.

2006-10-10T02:16:00.000+08:00

took e color test frm e one eric took.. amazingly it was scaringly true to quite a huge extent

ooh well.. luxury life dun seems so luxury afterall =(
borrowed goong frm jelvin.. but it wasnt long tt i came to realise my dvd doesnt support pirated stuff! pif even my dvd player is 'gong zhen' sia... hahhas ooh well guess i've juz gotta rent e original version n watch it.

anyways.. i came across another few shows tt hyun bin acted in... hahha im gona catch all of those i guess~ 1. millionaire's lover 2. ireland sumthing... ^^"forgot

hahhaha yea one more thing.. discover a WUDI skills in ro today... heheh thks to royce n dario.. manage to lvl 70 in playin less than 12hrs in total? hahha... der's tis fiery skill n sucks all e sp away n auto whack e enemies... loL it was dam shuang :P

ppl mite tink tt gamers r ppl wif no life... oOo but they're dam wrg.. im e exceptional! heex

2006-10-10T02:15:00.000+08:00

Your Power Color Is Lime Green

At Your Highest:

You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.

At Your Lowest:

You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.

In Love:

You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated.

How You're Attractive:

Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.

Your Eternal Question:

"What else do I need in my life?"

What's Your Power Color?

2006-10-07T10:24:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH =)

finalli my horrible life is oveR! promos period was horrible sia!! 've been muggin since end of sep holidays... daily routine of coffee bean muggin left me phobia of steppin into coffeebeans or starbucks agn! heehs

hmmm.. screwed 3 outta 4 of all my papers.. *shrug* cant control my 'gan jiongness' lehh.. panic n there goes EVERYTHING haih..

oh but since its over its time to celebrateeee ^^
chiong off to e 'distant' town right after my geog paper ytd~ been agesss since i last step der.. (other than jason's bdae.. tt wasnt counted XD)

whoosh n guess wad! i saw tay bing hui at cineleisure ytd sia.. hahha initialli he was eatin in e foodcourt. me fanny n estee went down to catch a glimpse of him.. loL but he caught us lookin at him.. he was lookin at me i ws lookin at me...(urghs first malu). after that we went to catch a movie 'scoop' hahhah the movie was super funny.. esp sidney!!! '..u're a pride to ur race..i realli say this from the bottom of my heart..' he repeated that for freakin lotsa time inside e movie sia.. LOL!!
anywayyys after we came out from e movie..we saw tayy bing hui agn.. he walked past us n turn ard n look at us agn...he looked at me - i looked at him (== malu number2)

was it sumting wif our uniform or wad? y he kip lookin at us like tt... XD but i hate to admit our sch uniform color is realli 'lao sai' uglish- green sia! hahhaha ;) wadeva~ ttz wad make us uniquee

after tt went CGH visit ahma.. wha when i came out rite its like walkin in genting sia!! the haze was super blardy bad.. it was so uncomfortable breathin n my contacts were stingin like hell... y shld we suffer the after effects of irresponsible burning in indonesia?

it was so sad tt the moon cldnt be clearly seen ytd.. its mooncake festival leh! had blueberry cheese cake mooncake n durian fillings mooncake.. n thks to jenn she brought 'long jing' tea .. yummy! it was quite nice to haf a gatherin.. 've een so long since we came together.. but all had to leave so earli =( but the sparkles was nice!! hahhaha too bad e irritatin security guard kip comin to ask us to quieten down when we werent even tokin v loudly..pif

this yr mus reallli go overseas together k! =D

2006-09-23T00:03:00.000+08:00

ooh dear god im feelin dam sinful...

had coffee bean's belgium chocolate ice blend today.. cartel's blueberry cheese cake... some mexican chicken sandwich... urghs wad cld've been worst?
pif.. been tryin to cut down my junks recently.. but its NOT WORKIN =(

was dam angrii wif e bus-driverSS todae on my way bac... my journey home frm tampines shld be ard 30min + -... provided e bus come subsequently... but todaes journey hme was FREAKIN LONG.. urghs e god dam drivers took freakingly long to arrive sia...waited 30min for e first bus... n 20min to transfer..wth.. 50min xtra kanNN!! haiihs.. i was chao angry til was cursing like mad =/ okayy nt out loud but inside of cus ==.. e moment i got off e bus i was practically running my way bac.. 1- to unleash my fury 2- waste less time la dehs

zz n guess wad.. while i was crossin the road, i saw something chiong in front of me midway. it SQUEAK. it was so loud tt i was stun sia. okayy i accidentalli n realli accidentalli stepped on its tail i tink...^^" gees but it screamed n i almos did too..

the tot of it simply makes myhair stand... it reminds me of lishean's incident.... tt day she was eatin in my sch canteen..( guess u din wana noe which stall either) she was happily eatin her fav food... den.... a worm floated up =.= eEeee it was freakin disgustin too... imagine wad wld happen if she ate it down her stomach if she hadnt swing her vege in e soup? hu noes e auntie use the soup to oil e vege with worms too? (which i tink she probably did)... but i was eatin e same thingy as her too tt day sia... totalli irks me. i'll nv ever ever eat tt stall ever agn.. (i tink?) hahhas

my mum made e 'sour n spicy' soup todae =) it tastes super nice!!! (after i added alot of other stuff to it heehee)

wahhah it ws abit blend initially.. so i took some black vinegar..dark soy sauce..light soy sauce.. n plentiful of pepper n dump it in.. =X it tastes better.. hoho tink im talented in flavourin plain food into delicacies ^^

(but har... tink i added way too much pepper... cus i was sneezin thruout while simply drinkin it XD )

hmms shld e slpin now... cus gota wake up early tmr to visit my best fren---> MUG
haihs.. jenn was rite.. i will nv ever finish my inflation by today... given my 'ahma' pace... she goes 8pg while i did 2pg nia... pif onli completed one chpt for econs n one chpt for geog sia... why e hell am i goin at such a super slow rate..

Like wad Mr Liu said: " SLOW n steady WINS the race."
But he added on : " but the FAST n consistent will BEAT the slow n steady."

haihs niteS.

2006-09-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

=D did anybody tell u i was darn happie todae? hahhah~

my day was dull.... UNTIL (whee!)..... ^^
jus some stuff in life 'we' all look forward to... eac wif unique taste n preference! hahaahs!

anywayS din get to go skii in korea ler...
now im even worried i wun be able to go overseas durin e holidaYs!!!

My dad's reasoNs on places we shldnt go:

Thailand: riots n bombings
JB: increase crime rates
China: Birdflu
Japan: too exx (onli point i agreed)
Korea: skii is dangerousss
Phuket: tsunami killed too mani ppl der
Bintan: u dunno how to swim go for wad
HK: same as shoppin in S'pore
Taiwan: toopid 'dao bian' demostrations
US: terrorist bombin

Conclusion: Take plane dangerous laH

haaiHs.. den go sentosa meh? urghhhs
^^ but nevertheless i will dig out one place tt derz no reason y i shan go!!! so nv give up!

-2more wks to promos-
its hell n drivin me madd.. too much stuff to study n revise.. i oni haf one small brain.. 24hrs aday.. limited concentration time..

hmmf.. jiayou jiayou bahH..! (bloggin now due to too stress frm doin physics HA! =X)

tata!

2006-09-15T14:54:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: January 5

You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others.

Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy.

Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas.

Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges.

Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower

Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom

Your power color: Tangerine

Your power symbol: Ace

Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2006-09-15T14:19:00.000+08:00

wad a nice day... to slp~

hmmFs pangseh 2206 for lunch sia... went hme earli instead. met my mum at e busstop n guess wad? haha she bought mac for me~ althou i've been eatin mac e past few days, e foldover i ate jus now stiu tasted nice. loLs hmmms mabbe its e red n yellow color faith was tokin abt..

any idea y ppl r nt sick of mac?? hahha 'cos e red color makes u hungry n the yellow color makes u....' ---quoted by faith. ^^" kay forgot wad yellow does anywayy but found e fact quite amusing

whee played tennis durin pe todayY! hahha tennis is a dam seh sport.. the way estee wing e racket is -wha pro- heehes realise i was quite bad at it.. the balls jus wun let my racket whack it so i went missing n missin =( urghs but it doesnt kill my interest for tennis =)))

oOo yea.. YMCA is havin tis skiing n snowboard xchgn prog in korea... im sososo V^^V abt it!! its gona be so cool learnin to skii.. moreover we'll get to stay in the korean families' hse... its like woW super fun. but nt sure if i'll get to go... my edusave got $0~~ TT__TT
gees havin second tots bt goin too... the kimchi n #$%^(luan qi ba zhao) rice.. err nt v tasty hur

had quite a bad memory abt e food der e previous time i went.......... oOooo urghs but i wana visit cheju!!! wana climb e Mt hella!!!! e one tt samsoon climbed in e show XD~ but guess tt'll onli happen nxtnxt time baH. loL mabe on my 3rd (2nd if i dun get to go skii tis dec =/ ) trip to korea nxt time?

hahhah time i do wad i came home earli for... beautyyyy slp! study later of coz ;)

2006-09-10T00:59:00.000+08:00

heYss its nita's bdae todaY! happi happi bdae gurl!!! =D hmmm alrite not now in s'pore anymore... but over der at US it stiu is!

heex.. jus finish bloggin to wish her over at e other blog... haah~ time realli flies.. cant wait to see her reunite wif STARS in dec! loLs alrite kinda kiddish to stiu haf tis kinda names aint we.. but hu cares XD

lalala pretty happy to watch a couple of nice shows these days... Glued to tis 'i am sanshun' show.. super duper nice!! gg~ anybody tt watched wld agreee tt boss is cutee n funni!! hahhah yea n jus finish 'i am sam'. din realli noe wad it was abt at first cus i onli started watchin at like 1130? n e show ends at 1230? everybody was like msn-in me sayin it was nice n urge me to watch.. yeah so i watch n IT WAS AWESOMELY NICE.. ahhaha thks guys~!

sumtimes i realli wonder y im like tt... but im realli someone whom watch a show from outta nowher.. loL its always somewher in da middle tt i started watchin.. ( =X cus it'll miss all e angry n sad n @#$%-u noe wad feelings b4 e nice parts comes ard i guess)
but i always made myself promise im gonna re-watch frm e beginning after my dam promos! gona camp out sumwher n watch till i .. no is WE die! loL..

hmms but of cos gotta fite tis extremely horribly disgustin promo monster first..
urghs tis hellish monster is driving me nutsSs! -.- nuts over-dose is BADD
its been awk holiday n guess wad i've completed?

1)1 chpt of geog on mass movement
2)1/2 chpt of geog on global temperature
3) 1/2 chpt of econs on the wayyyy i hope..hohoho

regrets for this holiday:
1. nt hardworkin enuff frm e start of holi
2. nv gt to watch devil wears prada
3. nv gt to watch lovewrecked
4. nv shop enuff n get enuff stuff
5. nv go interestin places
6. went e LOUSY krunk
7. ... to get stuck in jc life

contented stuff for this holiday:
1. complete 1 chpt of geog.. ( althou 1 onli...but DUH better than NOTHING)
2. watched tis dam nice showWWWWWW ---i am jin sanshun (e guy dam shuai cannnnn XD omg)
3. ate carls junior, new york new york, venezia ice-cream, azabu sabo ice cream whoosh!
4. i created a blog!!!! template took me freakingly long to figure out.... but in e end sis help me re-do everything ^^"

HA so here i am...
plus e shittiest thingy is

worse----i've gt a human geog test onmondayyy

worser--- i hafnt started studyin on it

worst!!!!!! ---- i left those notes in sch lockers -.-

pif.. wad can i say.. sch lockers r for ppl's conveninece but ppl like me abused it.. oh well but i realli tot i did clear my locker b4 e holidays.. hmmfs wadeva its ending anyways..

not so worse---- e notes r available in e sch portal =))

worse after all---- all e personal notes i took down wun be der of cos =.=

haahah hu said life was gd??

2006-09-08T02:01:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.. finalli im done with this.. knowing nuts about all these templates n blog stuff.. im kinda proud of myself to come this far =) hahhahs oh well.. sososo glad its finalli okay hmm well.. its 1.47 AM now.. @@ AM!!!! guess it realli took me darn freakin long... its time for me to slp~ gotta wake up earli to mug tmr sia -mugginlife sux .trust me

2006-09-08T01:45:00.000+08:00

hie -
finalli yea =)